Keeping Secrets.

To Max, and everyone else at LexisNexis.

I'm sorry.  I wish I could have told you all the real story of why I left.  It's a little bit complicated and I wish I knew how to tell this to you in person without seizing up out of anxiety and wishing the ground would swallow me whole.

Back Home in 2020

Lol.  Reading through my old posts is hilarious.  Sad, but hilarious.  So much has changed since then.   People often don't believe me when I tell them I used to be fat.  They're like "What? You?? I don't even recognise you!!" So it's amazing how much has changed since then.

I wish I could tell that girl that yes, you know what.  Being skinny is awesome.  Being skinny is fantastic because yeah, you do get to wear the nice clothes and people do seem to want to talk to you more and whatever.  But its hard to maintain.  But it is nice.